Yeah its been a while hasnt it.

Searching for work has to be the most depressing thing ever. Knowing that you have skills to do a job but not getting hired because you can not prove that you can do a job is the worst. I thought I might have something when I almost got hired on at Honda. I had never sold cars before in my life, but I knew that I could do it. The guys who were doing the interviews thought so as well because they pushed me along and were going to hire me but then corporate said no and that fell apart. At least I can go to school and get my degree.
I cant help but think that the only reason I dont have a job yet is because Heavenly Father has something wonderful in store for me and if I get some small blessing right now, I wont be ready for the wonderful blessing that will be coming if I will only be patient.
I am blessed with a caring, patient family who is allowing me to get my schooling done and have a roof over my head. But it is so hard to keep myself from daydreaming about a time when I will be able to be on my own again. I cant wait to have a job, and feel like I am contributing to society again, instead of just being a sponge soaking up what other people work so hard for.